Growth and Maturity are irritating as a... MF

Thoughts, rants, ravings, and annoyances

Saturday, October 25, 2003

WHEWWW!!! Been absent for a while
Okay, I've clowned Deah for not writing in her blog a million in one times, but damn how about I never ever ever do that again. I did not realize that it had been so long since I'd written an entry. I think i looked up one day, as i was crossing the street to stroll on in to class and LIFE HIT ME DEAD IN THE FACE!!! I've been busy of course but MAAAANNNNNNN SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED!!! Well, needless to say my last entry was about Cletus and his tendency to omit, i.e. lie. Well damn, it happened again! Like I should even begin to expect better from him. Baby is here and Cletus is married, and yet again he chose a generally effed up way of letting me know this. This time it AOL IM.... OKAY I'M GOING TO PAUSE HERE AND MAKE A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT. PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: Do you have life altering news? Are you getting married? Have you or a family member been diagnosed with a debilitating disease? Are you bringing children into the world? If you answered yes to any of the aformentioned questions, it is highly suggested that you actually tell those you consider to be important in your life this kind of news via telephone or in person. (ACTUALLY TALK TO THEM AND LET THEM KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON INSTEAD OF BEING A PUNK). If these individuals are people that you value in life, and you would like to maintain your friendship then honesty and disclosure are recommended at all times. Thank you for your time. Now back to your regularly scheduled program......... Cletus= the king of omissions, has been omitted. He has been deleted and blocked from all buddy lists, telephones, or any other lines of communication. Cletus now has an insecure (and yes that word has come out of his mouth when describing her) wife and a child. I wish him all the success and happiness in the world and I truly do mean that. He is a good person that has done some sincerely effed up things and has conducted himself in a truly effed up manner in this friendship. I am choosing to end it right now before it gets real ugly. I don't really have any thing to say to Cletus nor do I feel as if I need to communicate with him for any reason. Some friendships are temporary and serve a useful purpose in your life at a time. When friendships become toxic and cause you more pain then pleasure- GET THOSE INDIVIDUALS THE HELL OUT OF YOUR LIFE!!! I have no patience for blatant liars. I have to be able to trust those that I call my friends regardless of the arguments and situations that occur between us. I don't trust Cletus and I pretty much have an indifferent attitude toward him. There's no reason to waste my time talking to someone like that. I will say that I probably should have told Cletus before I did all of this but either he'll get the picture seeing as how I've been unavailable when he's called and I'm sure all of his mass e-mails including pics of the new family have received a returned to sender message. I'll write him a letter soon but i've had other things going on in life and haven't really felt like dealing with it. Next subject- SEMINAR PAPER: damn thing is going to be demise. I feel like I'm writing a thesis on speed. I actually liked writing my thesis much more than this. My topic is patient discrimination in the healthcare field and penalties imposed on physicians as a result of this behavior. I'll talk more about it later but I swear I'm just about angry enough to decide I- yes me myself personally- am going to DC and do something about it! Yes I know I sould like Norma Ray but I really do think I've found my cause. We'll see how it works out. I have so much more to say but i'm fading fast. It's good to be back and I swear I'll be better about giving the updates.